I'm in shock

I just found out my ex boyfriend E. (read back in the archive of 2006 starting in June, on the right of this page, in case you don't know the story between him and me) is about to start living together with his apparently new boyfriend. What the fuck?

I knew he was quick in asking people to go live together (believe me, I know), but this came as a surprise. I'm sorta figuring out how I'm feeling about this right now. I don't really know if I'm sad. I think I will be later today, but right now I'm just in shock. He and broke up for various reasons, but one of them (the one I always saw as the main reason) was him not being ready for a serious relationship with all kinds of stuff going on in his life.

I last saw him in March or April 2007, by that time he was certainly not invlolved with anyone, so this relationship is at least less than a year. Well, he asked me to go live together after only two months, so it figures, but still...

As I said, I need to let it sink in before I can actually make up my mind about it. I'm glad Ziena and I are going swimming tonight, so that we can discuss it.