Same old, same old

The movie was great, uplifting, loveable... and now I'm in a terrible mood for not having a boyfriend. Fuck, I almost forgot how shitty it is to be alone in December, with all the holidays coming up. As I wrote before, Alles Is Liefde is like a Dutch version of Love Actually, and come to think of it, a couple of years ago, when that movie came out, it got me in a bad mood as well, for the same reasons.

It seems as if everyone has a boy- or girlfriend in December, except for me. And you know what the stupidest thing is? It's the same every fucking year. It doesn't matter how long whichever relationship lasts throughout the year, but it's sure enough to end right in time before the holiday season, ensuring I'll spend both Christmas days at my parents, and New Year's Eve with friends.

Of course, there's nothing wrong with celebrating the holidays like that, except I'm sick of watching them all kiss each other every year at twelve, while I'm just hovering about a bit. Damn, I really really really do need a boyfriend...