No such luck

This passed weekend has been sort of a mixed blessing. Let me start with the good news first: I had a great time. On Friday night, Niels came over for some drinks, and of course Niels and I can never have just a drink, so afterwards we went to town and drank even more. A fun night!

Then on Saturday my mother came over so we had a glass of wine and then went shopping. I bought myself three James Bond dvds (I'm a huge fan) so as you can imagine I was quite happy. After that, we went for drinks with a couple of friends.

Saturday night of course was movie night (this is what we always do when my mother comes over), so again, a fun night! On Sunday I took my mother out for lunch, after which she went back to Leeuwarden.

Okay, so that's the fun part of the weekend... The bad news was, that this was supposed to be the weekend where Emiel and I were going on a mini break to the Ardennen (a big National Park kind of area in Belgium). Of course, I'm already two months painfully aware of the fact that I wasn't part of the equation anymore, but still it hurts very much to think about the fact that I was supposed to be having this big time romantic weekend kind of thing, and instead I was just at home in Groningen. I believe I'm dealing with all this break up stuff pretty well compared to how I used to behave, but still, I couldn't help but feeling sad over it all, especially since I knew that he was going regardless, and I was stuck. I do, however, can proudly say I didn't try to call, text, or e-mail him. See? I'm getting better in this stuff!