Catching up

Something happened yesterday. I went to Niels' party, where my ex-boyfriend R. was too. I had sort of expected him to show up, and I must admit I was really looking forward to that. So there I was, and there he was, and basically for the greater part of the evening I was just too afraid to even come near him, but after a pep talk from Charlotte and Anne (thank you both) I went up t him and started chatting. It was actually very nice catching up with him, and after a while I even dared to tell him I still love him. Note that this was most definitely NOT booze accelarated, since I had been talking to Ziena about this for weeks leading up to the party.

Anyway, unfortunately, and quite expected of course, the feeling wasn't mutual. I am, though, happy I finally told him, aqnd I even got a hug before he left. We ended up talking for about an hour, which was nice, even though of course the results weren't as hoped.